wondering

it always happpend at this time....and with this music...

....the moment, when you starting to ask yourself if you'r right, if you have chosed the right path...
if you are doing the right things....

i wonder that...
i wonder...what is this....i wonder about my entire life....mi entire short living life....but the other life that is behind the first...

i wonder....what i am doing here?

and i just realize...that... this place....is not where i will find the one that i'm looking for....

...the one who will make me stop wandering about this things....

maybe i already know it....but i haven't seen it...
maybe it already past right in front of me....and i haven't stop it...
or maybe....she's waiting...the same as me....for the one that will stop her wonderings...so

i have to search....with calm....with the heart.....with my soul
i have to dream....
i have to walk...



so I have...to live.

Alone

what is being alone?
when you are with no other people?
..or when you are without yourself?, cause i have been alone a long time....and i always have someone by my side...

I was thinking.....that maybe..and just maybe, being alone is not just about losing all the people around you, is more about lose yourself...

lose your path
and lose your soul
your wild part
your chance to be happy
your thoughts
your.....freddom.




maybe, and just maybe....i have been lost all this time.